How can it be that….

I have so many friends, amazing life-changing friends, and loving and protective family, but I feel so incredibly and profoundly alone?

Sometimes….

This person inside of me gets so sick of feeling:…
1. like shit
2. Worthless
3. Tolerated
4. LONELY
5. Replaceable
6. Unnecessary

…that death starts to look like water in a desert, food to a starving man, sleep for the insomniac, peace to the pained, relief to the miserable. I can understand those who have fallen victim to suicide. If you’ve never fought off that temptation, you’re blessed beyond measure. Smh.